Thursday, December 20, 2012

Just be Yourself?

Kalian tau nggak kata-kata paling bullshit yang pernah orang bikin dan ternyata kata-kata itu dijadiin orang pedoman dalam menjalani hidup dan bahkan menjadi quote paling beken di seantero bumi? Kata itu adalah 'Just be Yourself'.
Kenapa aku bisa bilang kayak gitu? Aku nulis gini bukan hanya sekedar argumen isapan jempol or sumthing like that. Aku nulis gini berdasarkan fakta yang ada.

Dafuq

Did you know? You're such a bullshit! No, no. I mean you're like a shit and your attitude is like a holyshit! I think you were regret your fault and you wanna fix it. I guess you so sorry to me and I (fuq me) trust you for sure and I believe you can transform to be the best one ever. But look! I'm stupid little shit that trust you anymore! You say you never do the same hell like before. You say you'll keep me over and never waste my attention. But faq? You do this hell again! And again! You waste my attention and hurt me as usually. You just come to me when you haven't any girlfriend but look when you've your girlfriend's back, you forget to remember me. But when you're falling down I help you to stand and keep you to stay strong. Hell you are!
You know? You make me feel like I'm the only one who can makes you smile and laugh. You're acting like you care to me and now you're just leaving me alone. No text. No call. No mention. Or something like that. This is 2012 right???? Can you tell your day or other things? Why did you come to me when you just falling down? Can you come to me when you're happy too? Is it too hard to you to share your own happiness? Yea, I'm the part of your darkness. Don't forget this. I'm the one who cares of you. And I keep my eyes on you.
Sorry, I'm labile. But who cares?? I'm definitely alone. Yes. Alone. Am I feeling lonely? Ha-ha. Are you crazy? The answer is. Yes. I am.

Monday, December 10, 2012

I Don't Need Your Attention

Aku lagi pengen cerita sama kalian aja siapa yang mau baca blogku ini. Jadi gini, aku tu mau bilang kalo...jangan pernah memberikan perhatian sama aku. Entah itu perhatian kecil atau bahkan perhatian besar yang membuat perut muak.
Aneh, ya? Kenapa aku gak suka dikasih perhatian padahal begitu banyak cewek yang merasa kurang perhatian dan butuh perhatian menye-menye like that. Tapi, yah aku gaktau kenapa aku beda sama mereka semua. Mungkin karna didikan masa kecilku aku emang gak pernah begitu diperhatiin sama orangtua. Mereka memperhatikanku tidak secara langsung, melainkan mereka memberikan perhatian berdasarkan kepekaan mereka. Nah! Aku baru suka tuh kalo dipeduliin kayak gitu caranya. Kalian mungkin bingung ya bedanya apaan. Nih ya aku kasih contoh biar kalian paham.